THE MISTAKE

i've been called to read it again and again.. 

mistake.. yes.. i made mistake.. fall for something which i clearly knew that i am not into.. 

but thanks ALLAH, because of it i knew i am still alive and i am still have the sense which  i thought i lost it somewhere.. and because of it i know i am special.

i quoted phrases from my naQibah.. 

" ALLAH will test us according to our ability.. He test us because He wanna show us His love. according to your situation, He wanna show you that you are too special by letting you know all these guy. but then non of them are you mate. coz  someone REALLY special are waiting for ya at the end " 

ladies. and lil sis.. 

im not write this to tell all of ya that i am in love or i have fall for someone.. definitively not. the purpose of writing this is to make all of you realize that love is a give.. you mate is oso a give. you dont have to seek or looking for it. it will  come to you when the time has arrive. it will come ONLY when it is time. 

but saying that you like certain people wasn't that bad actually.. only when you no how to control ya self.. like what i did, i told him that i like him. not directly.. i write a note.. but.. yes.. but.. i told him at the moment i wanna leave him.. he was angry.. and he thought of leave me.. but actually i did think of leaving and forgetting about the friendship.. then only i told him.. and till now, my love, my heart and my soul are given to my future.. i've told ya. im not someone who into all these. 

the story a bit cliche for his thought may be. but believe me peeps, by forgetting and leaving you will find so much fun and joy.. coz y, when you leave and forget means you leave everything to HIM.. and of course he know the best. he is our creator right?