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hai.. hai.. dan hai.. 
Baru lepas test mandarin dan akaun nie. so jari terasa nak menari dan terus berjoget atas keyboard nie. act semalam nak update tapi xtahu asal lak xleyh bukak. jadi hari nie nak update banyak benda tapi takut kalau panjang sangat. ntah. aku xtahu nak mula dari mana. nak cite pasal TQ atau nak cite pasal guys yang buat aku crazy dengan charming voice die atau pown kisah aku dan roomate dan kentut atau pown pandangan aku pasal kelahiran gadis bertudung yang menyanyi. aku pown xtahu la. nie bile senarai kan sume da rasa macam kene cite sume kan? tapi aku  nie bila da bosan mula la entry tu jadi ntah pape.

lek..lek.. lepak lepak.. 
aku rasa biar aku mule dengan cerita aku dengan lelaki nie. cop...! pengakuan tulus ekhlas dari hati nie. jatuh cinta habis aku bila aku dengar sore die. tu baru dengar sore. belum lagi bertentang mata.. kalau jumpe ntah-ntah betul-betul aku jatuh tergolek-golek kat situ. his voice. i mean it. ! i adore it with da world i have. i mean it.

ntah cam mana boleyh terjumpe. kuasa apa tah yang menemukan kami. wah.. wah.. wah... Zara Rien da pandai berjiwang. haha. nie la penangan bila test in a row. maka sume fius-fius otak nie da putus dan bercelaru. MUAHAHAHA.. -gelak owang kaya-

tapi tu la you allzzz.. takat dengar sore je la aku mampu. sebab aku pown xtahu die siapa.. cukup la sekadar aku minat sore die sebab aku da xnak minat owang nya.. heheheh..

*yang bukan-bukan je ko nie Zara Rien*

ENCIK MIMPI,

memang dalam mimpi je la dia nak suke aku

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while aku sedang tunggu turn untuk listening test tadi aku lepak dengan MMM.. kitoang kat dalam kelas  kosong dengan penuh debaran macam nak tunggu pinangan anak raja. kitowang sembang pasal masalah yang kitowang hadapi sekarang. masa belek-belek home FB pown ada gak terjumpe status kawan-kawan yang beh kurang cam story kitowang nie. which is : terkentut tanpa sedar..

cop..!!! kalau kat tempat tu xde owang, xkesah kowt. tapi cube bayangkan kowang tengah dating dengan pakwe kowang ke, dalam surau ke, dalam panggung wayang ke.. xke tebal berinci-inci muke tuh. dan lagi haru kalau kentut macam xbuang air seminggu. pergh.! merah bai. bayangkan..

perasaan nak sumpah seranah dalam hati je la time tuh ..

*asal la time-time nie ko nak keluar * .. 

alahai.. serius spoil habis. lagi sadik kalau terkentut kat dalam kelas time exam tengah berlangsung. kowang bayangkan dalam kelas yang senyap sunyi tetibe ada bunyi. conform satu dewan pandang..

tuhan aku tak tahu nak cakap la cam mana perasaan tu. itu baru sebahagian pengalaman kitowang. banyak lagi rasanya gara-gara TAK SENGAJA terkentut nie. akhirnya tebal kan je la muke..

HATI-HATI TIME KENTUT 

TERJIWANG

how do i say i miss you?

how do i wanna say i really wanna text you?

how do i wanna say i wanna have a crush on you?

how do i wanna say i wanna be with you?

how do i wanna say i always wait for your text?

how do i wanna say i wanna hear your voice?

how do i ? 

how do i? 

when you ever once told me

not to have a crush on you. ..

@,@''

ABOUT GUY

hi there.. we meet again.!
frankly speaking my schedule was fully booked by exam, test (s) and Quiz (s). but still i try to find sometimes for do the online things. yeah.. it seems awkward when i start to read my book at my table. cos usually i only sit here for leisure purpose. i mean online for Facebook or other social network.

so, here today i found something from my trash bin (seems like i'm hiding the source). its a bout guys. of course i do talk about guys. i'm a girl right?? its 99 things u might have no idea before..

here, take a look.. and try to relate it with your boy. i don't no how correct it is, but i do find lots which related to my boy. i mean friends..  so long, till we meet again.

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationship

HALLOWEEN

hai..hai.. dan hooooi..
hari  nie jari terasa nak menari -nari atas keyboard. dan yang lagi aku suke bila hari nie aku guna laptop owang. keyboard sedap.. sebab lappy TOSHIBA versi encient nie memang lah tersangat lazat keyboard die.. serius..serius aku xtipu.. xmenganjing gak. nie benar-benar bukan cobaan..

ok..ok..
korang nak tau. that day aku gi merayap kat MALL.. saja buang masa dan tenaga. ye lah kelas selalu habis awal dan kebetulan housemate nak cari hadiah tok birtday kakak die.. jadi aku follow je la.. masa kat pintu masuk mall tu aku terperasan kan perhiasan die. ada SHAMAN dan JACK O' LATERN.. aku terWONDER la gak.. "ait., halloween da dekat ke?? " balik rumah aku baca paper pown ada cerita tentang artis hollywood yang cari labu nak buat jack o'latern sempena hallooween..

jadi,
persoalannya, apakah permualaan dan sejarah hallooween nie?? dari kecik lagi aku da been exposed dengan festive nie. but till now aku masih xtahu apa itu sejarah permulaan sambutannye. jadi berkat kepantasan wifi kat uma membe aku nie maka terjumpe la beberapa blog yang menceritakan tentang halloween nie.. so here, let me share with all of you what is the story behind the halloween... but yet aku xkan copy dan paste blog owang. aku bagi link je sebab pladgerism tu kan satu jenayah

just klik to this link : HALOOWEEN 1  
yang nie punye blog basically senang nak faham dan boleyh la kalau kowang nak percaya sikit-sikit.

dan ni lagi satu       : HALLOWEEN 2
yang nie punye blog plak basically ada unsur kepercayaan si penulis yang aku percaya beragama kristian.. sebab kalau kowang amati die ada sertakan petikan ayat dari jonah bible (kalau xsilap aku : kalau aku salah tolong betulakan so that aku xbawa ajaran songsang)

however basically aku memegang kepercayaan bahawa haloween nie xpayah la kowang sambut or ikut sebabnya ia amat lah langsung dengan kepercayaan agama dan sejarah sambutan dan significant pada simbol dan object halloween tu sendiri dah jauh menyimpang dari ajaran agama dan bangsa kita.

pape pown pilihan kat tangan  kowang..

shaman / ahli sihir / malaikat maut

jack o' latern / scary pumpkin

MATA PEJAMLAH ~

azan subuh berkumandang sewaktu jari ini masih lagi rancak menari atas keyboard,

masih leka dengan urusan dunia yang xpernah selesai,

jam berdenting sebanyak 6 kali menanda pagi sudah mengambil alih aturan alam. sebentar lagi tentu alam bakal cerah dengan suria yang menyinari alam. tugasan pada ya RABB perlu di lunas kan sebagai tanda syukur atas udara yang masih di izinkan untuk memenuhi paru-paru ini. 

langsir tingkap di kuak sebesar mungkin..

namum pemandangan di hadapan sangat mencemar keindahan subuh yang di janjikan rezeki bagi mereka yang memnfaatkannya. nun jauh di hujung pandangan kelihatan bebererapa susuk tubuh manusia yang masih leka bersantai di kaki lima. ada yang berlari mengejar kereta mewah yang lalu sambil tangan melambai-lambai. ada yang kaku terduduk si kaki lima dengan pakaian yang ketat membalut tubuh. ada yang leka bersembang dengan rokok tersemat elok di celah jarinya. 

sungguh..!

pemandangan ini mencemar alam indah ciptaan tuhan. persoalan bermain di minda. di mana permulaan semua angkara ini? atau adakah dia memang di lahirkan untuk jadi begitu? kebiasaannya jawapan yang sering kita dengan adalah " I JUST WANNA BE MYSELF," atau " THIS IS THE REAL ME" atau " I TERPERANGKAP DALAM TUBUH WANITA.SEKARANG I AKAN BANGKIT DARI KEKELIRUAN" .. 

ALLAH,

sungguh kau maha bijaksana. adakah golongan ini mendustakan hakikat itu dengan mengatakan kejadian mereka satu kesilapan?? 

krisis identiti masyarakat selalu menjadi perdebatan dan banyak tesis tentang psikologi telah di buat oleh golongan cerdik pandai dan buktinya kekeliruan gender itu adalah terjadi oleh faktor yang datang dari induvidu itu sendiri. pokok pangkalnya iman itu adalah kuncinya. jika pegangan agama di letakkan di hadapan maka masyarakat tidak akan berhadapan dengan isu sebegini.

begitu juga dengan isu tarikan sesama kaum sejenis. 

adakah amaran ALLAH berkaitan kaum nabi Lut tidak terkesan di hati kita? sungguh aku terfikir.. adakah apabila azab terbentang di hadapan mata baru keinsafan menular di dalam diri? walhal pintu taubat itu sentiasa terbuka selagi nyawamu tidak di kerongkong.

sangkaan ini meleset,

lihat lah bencana alam yang berlaku di serata dunia, tapi masih sedikit pown tidak mendatangkan gentar di hati kita di sini. sedikit pown tidak mendatangkan insaf buat kita yang bersenang-lenang di sini. persoalannya,  mampukah kita menghadapai azab yang maha dahsyat? dan persoalannya golongan yang berkrisis ini adakah bukan tanggungjawab kita untuk menegur walhal segelintir mereka adalah sahabat sendiri.. berikan kekuatan itu YA RABB.. 

bumi semakin tua..

tapi pernah tak kita terfikir bahawa bumi tidak pernah tua dengan mereka yang patuh padaNYA. tapi bumi semakin NAZAKdengan MAKSIAT yang semakin berleluasa..

MACAM MANA NAK TENGOK NIE

yo..yo..
dapat template baru..! hohoho..
mula-mula aku pown pening dnegan template nie. but lastly aku tau gak idea yang tersembunyi di sebalik sume nie...meyh sini aku ajar kowang. bukan la ajar sangat.setakat bagitau je design die..

perasan x ada perkataan CLASSIC, FLIPCARD,MAGAZINE, MOSAIC, SIDEBAR, SNAPSHOT dan TIMELINE kat atas tu?? kowang tekan dan enjoy keunikannya..

tu jelah aku nak bagitau..

babai..!  ^_^

REFRESH

hooi...hoi.. dan hoi...
rasanya macam da bertahun lamanya duduk kat megara orang nie sampai xpernah pernah nak update blog nie. sampai rasanya da naik sawang dah. hampagas punye owner ada blog xnak update. nie da kes dera blog nie. wahaha. teruskan lah mengarut dan mengkarut kat sini sebab rasanya jari nie nak terus menari dan menari atas keyboard nie nak melepaskan rindu dendam pada blog nie. dan rasanya layout dan penyampaian sume aku nak buat dalam bentuk mengikut mood aku. kalau ok mood aku lawa la entry tu kalau x alamat kowang kene baca entry macam baca buku LAW la jawabnya.

hah, asal lak law tetetibe nie? 
sebab aku nak cite la serba sedikit pasal life kat negeri owang nie. kowang ingat senang ke nak sesuaikan diri? hahahah.. kalau xkuat iman alamat terkandas le. sebabnya? uma aku nie kat tengah-tengah bandar dik oooii.. club xyah cakap la.. kiri kanan.. makhluk yang di ragui jantina pown bersepah kat uma aku nie.. kat apartment pown campur je laki pempuan. so pandai-pandai la jaga diri ye dik oiiii..

dan yang buat tension tu, 
sem nie parents aku bagi kemudahan tambahan.. kenderaan.. dan aku nie pulakx da la xreti nak duduk setempat. macam kanak-kanak belum mumayyiz pown ada kadang-kadang. dan akibatnya asyik nak kuar jela kejenya.. assigment yang sepatutny aku buat pown terbengkalai.. wuhahahahaha.. kalau la mak ayah aku tau nie mesti teruka ku kene ketuk. silap-silap hari bualan maunye die suruh aku parcel kereta tu balik rumah.. wahahaha..

kalau aku dok uma pown,
selalunya aku on laptop aku 24 jam. bukannya nak buat assigment, tapi layan movie xpown novel online.. waaaaaaaaaa... memang kacang tanah la aku nie.. patutla ibu aku dendam sangat dengan laptop aku nie. "merosakkan aanak aku je syaiton nie" .. ibu aku selalu cakap laptop nie syaiton. hahaha..mana xnya anak die yang iblis..

kalau hujung minggu lak, 
aku selalu terperap je dalam bilik kalau roomate aku balik. aku dok je depan laptop, makan dan tidur. tu je la..kalau la penaja aku tau nie la tabiat aku mau mati hidup semula dwoang xnak taja aku..

Quiz dan test da mula menunjuk belang die sejak minggu nie,
dan markah aku pulak macam makin berbelang-belang.. tapi kan u olllzzz.. selalunya time quiz dan test la aku nak spot mana lagi yang aku patut top up tok final nanti. jadi selalunya aku xkesah bila markah rendah. oleyh kerana aku nampak macam xkesah la owang pown pelik dengan aku. tapi serius aku cakap aku bukan jenis cepat panic dengan markah. sebab ibu tau aku bijak. cume aku malas. dan selalunya aku all out kat final. sealaunya final tu hadiah tok aprents aku.. jadi xkan la aku nak bagi cukup makan je kat dowang.ayah pown selalu cakap aku boleyh buat.jadi bila markah rendah aku cari kelemahan aku. mana lagi yang kurang study aku top up time dekat final.

jadi sekarang da tau la kan kenapa aku nampak xkesah??.. bukan xkesah. tapi cube bertindak rasional. kalau panik apah xjadi.. silap-silap down terus. dan sebab tu jugak lah bila keluar dewan exam elakkan cek jawapan atau bercakap pasal test tadi. just let go dan focus tok kertas seterusnya.. tu lah tips yang aku selalu guna. dan alhamdulillah selalunya result aku membanggakan..

entry nie aku selitkan sikit tips tok adik-adik yang bakal menduduki SPM terutama pada adik-adik aku xkira dimana dan chiya... ! chaiyo ye.. entry seterusnya kita akan bercakap pasal benda lain pulak.. !