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Sunday, March 18, 2012

FREEDOM

as usual, when my thought is distracting by something i will get insomnia. and today is the third day..

the problem is actually about the house and about the internet connection.

this semester i share the house with paxs from sabah..they all are non muslim. for your thought may be  its ok.. so do i.. it was ok except for the thing that i wasn't uncomfortable to uncovered in front of them.. i called my mom to ask bout this.. she asked me to move out. i asked my ustazah, she told me its ok to uncover (aurat) but still it wasn't me.. before i knew they are non muslim may be it was ok, but after i know i think i really should cover myself. it was my obligation towards the believes.. and i should fulfill it..

the internet connection is oso very pathetic. i have suspended my maxis , subscribed the P1, and buy another Celcom..  just imagine all these telco is useless here because my room is surround by wall.. yes a WALL.. ! I've tried to think positively by telling myself 1 fine day i oso gonna surround by land (die).. but, as long as i am alive, i have to studies and i have to finish my assignment. how i gonna do my work without internet?  the lecturer gonna post the tutorial at his website. the faculty gonna update anything at the web. so do i have to stand still and redha?? NOOOO... ! definitely it is not me. i will stand still and fight for my right.

people,
this is nothing to do ungrateful or what ever. thing is i only trying to get something i deserves for something i've PAID. ! ok.. i have PAY everything.. this is the way i gonna show how grateful i am toward the give from my parents.. i gonna stand for my right. if only arwah ABANG AMIN (die on march 13 2012 ) i believe he will help.

to abang Amin..
i believe you found your peace there. you dont have to fight for our right anymore..you dont have to tense with the world and i believe ALLAH will bless you for what you have done for us all these years.. and we will continue fight for you, for us and for next batch.

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