its already late.. the surround is silent as silent as my fone. i juz woke up and look at my fone as i feel its  vibrate.its appear nothing. gosh..! i close my eyes againt. its mid night when i look at myself look at my fone and read a message.. "i'll be here if u need me" and i woke up..! againt...!!! it was a dream...i shout out loud but no body could here it as i shout to myself.. its happend yesterday and its happend againt today.. where i couldnt sleep.. waiting for his message. i didnt receive any since that day..

i text Qadr..

i miss him badly..

the power is in your mind..control..

im ok. but frankly seems like i still keep waiting..

gosh...!! Its hurt babe. y do  u wait??

no reason.. but i kind of strong as no cry and never stalk his picture

but the angau-angau thing is still in u right

i kind of lousy bout this

all girl are the same

sorry to telling u this..

and i close my eyes againt.. sleep well till morning.. thats happend everytime.. when i miss him or feel like want to talk him, i'll text my fwend or just talk to myself.. i just cant take it when my sis and and my bro said he twist the story to them and seems like blaming me..for god sake.. i'll vanish myself to let him go.. be in peace without me..